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June 6th

It's been a year. A whole year, has gone and went in a blink of an eye. Damn.
I didn't really want to start writing. I think it's kind of stupid, but Hope talked me into it. Say's it'll be good to  get stuff of my chest.
I don't even know why I'm writing these. It's not like your ever going to get them. Not like I'm ever going to send them.
Still, Hope says I should write down what happened. Holy Hell a year. I've been gone a year.
Damn I don't know where to start.

I asked Hope. He says to start from the beginning, but I don't really know where that is.
Did I ever tell you about my life before we met? Before Az brought me back?
I don't think I did. Oh! Crap my name. Wait you know it. You say it with that stupid greek accent of your, when ever you forget its now the 21st century cause your a dork. Cause I still-
Anyways, maybe I should write this like we're meeting for the first time again. Or maybe like were pen pals writing to each other for the first time, though your never gonna get them cause I'm never gonna send them. Well here goes nothing.
I'm Lucael Vincent Bosch. You can call me Luca. God this is stupid. You'd know this.
Anyways. Anyways, I'll tell you about my life before Az brought me back, before we met, before this year past.
I was born in a small town inside the providence of Florence Italy called Fiesole. Don't think you ever knew that. My mother was Italian and my father was german. From what Hope tell's me from what he gleamed from our older siblings, they were a beautiful couple before the war. Papa left the family to go when Marcus and I were one and when he came back two years later, well you know what war does to people. He wasn't the same. Mama had Rosey a year after he came home and our family of seven grew to eight. I was five and Peter had just turned fifteen and was able to start working, so he quit school and started helping the family out. Papa had stopped working by then and Mama had her hands full with the five younger kids. Mary tried her best to keep Marcus and Antonio out of trouble, but the two of them were some of the biggest mischief makers I have ever met!
The antics Toni would drag Marcus in would cause massive upheaval in the household and even around the town. I miss them. It's been a while since those times, but I remember one day Tony got Marcus to hold a bowl of water to the ceiling while standing on the table and then asked Mary to help him preform a magic trick. He asked her to hold the bowl with the bottom of a broom and mad Marcus let it go and get down. After saying some weird gibberish and making stupid hand movements they left Mary alone with the water. She was pissed to say the least. Marcus came back over and tickled her till she dropped the bowl on herself and spilled the water. It was stupid, but funny.
I miss them.
I haven't seen them since Hope and I were sent off. Though looking back at it we didn't go with an old Uncle we were sold of to demons. Okay not demons, Shadow walkers and demons are different, but still. We went through hell and back those first years.
I still wonder why they left us. I mean by the time they did Gabriella had been born. Maybe it was cause me and Hope couldn't work? Or we were the dead weight? I dont know.
I don't want to write about this anymore.
I, I've been doing well, now. Went off on a journey of self discovery. I left last October, a month after you left. I didn't really know what to do with myself so I figured I'd go exploring. I started figuring myself out. When Az brought me back I wasn't human anymore. I was how you knee me. A Shadow walker, but I didn't know exactly what that was. I'd only know the darker side of them. The things that ran the slave trade and black market, but thats not how they started. I went journeying through the Shadow realms.
Rumors had drifted through Hope's bakery and around the town that there was an old woman who was the mother of them that new their beginning story and I headed out to look for her.
The leads where weird and I went to even weirder places, but I learned how to control shadow walking better. You know how I always sucked at that. Well I haven't ended up in China, not once since then! Shut up I can hear you laughing at the letter. I'm being serious here! I actually got it under control now with some other things.
I have to get going soon, break times over and I need to get back to work. I'll write some more to you later Than.
Your Truly,
Letter's from Luceal
therapy for my character Luca. He's writing letters from advice from his brother.
Hey my grammer is horrid and im looking for a beta before i post anything. if you wanna help me out note me and we can chat! im writing a Legend of Zelda fanfic at the moment.
Beta reader
Hey my grammer is horrid and im looking for a beta before i post anything. if you wanna help me out note me and we can chat! im writing a Legend of Zelda fanfic at the moment.
theres a ghost in the halls
haunting the nights
dancing in the corridors
just before day breaks
breathing when twilight roams
a shadow walking living breathing
tangible but touchless
roaming the rooms
aimless and lost
looking for home again
breaking through the barrier
years after being trapped
unrecognized at first
daily lives move on
try to push past
ancient memories
forgotten fables
tales of old
of the ghost living in the halls
Chocolate eyes by Panicagelfish
Chocolate eyes
Pic of me. My friend Katie took it after I woke up from a nap. I kind of look good in it haha
Clowning around by Panicagelfish
Clowning around
Sooo hey haven't been on here in forever and a half haha. Been using tumblr anywho took this photo back durring halloween. I dressed up as laughing jack Snuffbombs amazing creepypasta character. The makeup came out like crap I forgot his nose haha... But I love this photo. The fawn is my friend cas i dont know if she has a da or not. Halloween was a fun night I'm gonna see if I have more pics to share.
Hey my grammer is horrid and im looking for a beta before i post anything. if you wanna help me out note me and we can chat! im writing a Legend of Zelda fanfic at the moment.


Ashten Sykes
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
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What I want to become: Animator/ Cartoonist/Graphic Designer/ Writer/ Bassist

I rp. Note or comment me and I’ll reply tho it may not be in a timely fashion haha...

I <3 Creepypasta I no ship Ben x Jeff but I love the characters.

She wore Blue Velvet
Bluer than velvet was the night
Softer than satin was the light
From the stars

She wore blue velvet
Bluer than velvet were her eyes
Warmer than May her tender sighs
Love was ours

Ours a love I held tightly
Feeling the rapture grow
Like a flame burning brightly
But when she left gone was the glow of

Blue Velvet
But in my heart there'll always be
Precious and warm a memory through the years
And I still can see Blue Velvet through my tears

-Blue Velet Lana Del Rey

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥MY DA FAMILY!!!!!♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

sisters :iconwildchildforever: :iconmonalux: :iconvinttage: :iconfullmetalheart13: :iconthyneownslave: :iconrocket2insanity: :iconmylifeascayley: :iconhaydenthedemon: :iconghostgirl1336:
Bros :iconjakaiope: :iconcreepylui:

These people are amazing check ‘em out ^-^

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Bands and Musicians I love

30 Seconds To Mars(although I only know their song the Kill I love em ^-^[I got to remember 1 of these days to look up more of their songs *sigh*])
A Day to Remeber
All Time Low
All American Rejects
Avenged Sevenfold
Big Reel Fish
Black Veil Brides
Blood on the Dance Floor
Breaking Benjamin
Bring Me The Horizon (Oli I love you you crazy british bastard you XD)
Bullet For My Valentine
Chelsea Grin
Crown The Empire
Daft Punk
Death Cab For Cutie
Delta Nine
Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows (has Craig Owens and Matt Good in it)
Enter Shikari
Escape the Fate
Falling in Reverse
Finger Eleven
Foster the People (you know the people who did Pumped up kicks?...)
Get Scared
Hollywood Undead
I See The End
I See Stars
Isles & Glaciers
Lana Del Rey
Leetstreet Boys
Jane's addiction
JJ Demon
Kellin Quinn from his side project screenplay I love the songs Fall Down Fall Down and Someone Else
Knife Party
Marilyn Manson
Mayday Parade
Maximum the Hormone (they did the second season intro song for Death Note[a really good anime])
Memphis May Fire
Mindless Self Indulgence
My Chemical Romance
Neon Trees
Nirvana ( I love Kurt Cobain)
Nine Inch Nails
Of Mice and Men
Owl City
Panic! at the Disco
Paul McCartney and Wings
A Perfect Circle
Pierce the veil
Rage Against the Machine
Rammstein (German band[ bewared NEVER look up the English translation of the songs... god help you if you do])
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rise against
Stabbing Westward
Steam Powered Giraffes
Stuck in the sound
Suicide Silence R.I.P. Mitch Lucker
Survive This
System of a down
The Successful Criminals
Three Days Grace
Throw The Fight
Tokyo hotel
Wolfgang Gartner

... and many more that I can't think of right at the moment...

Quotes I like

"Go back to your riches and friends, I'll stay here with my song books and pens" ~Andy Biersack.

"Suicide isn't cowardly. I'll tell you what is cowardly. Treating people so badly that they want to end their lives." ~Ashley Purdy

"Being unique is what's cool, man. Being normal, what's that? That's a setting on a Washing Machine, no one wants to be that" ~Ashley Purdy

"Everyone is naked... under their clothes." ~Ashley Purdy

"If you don't love music somethings wrong with your face!" ~Christian Coma(CC)

"It's so windy in England today, who's ready for some violent retarded kite flying?" ~Jake Pitts

"gits and shiggles..." ~Jinxx

"Whatever happens, believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do, every time." ~Bill Kaulitz

"Sleep with rockstars, support the arts." ~Bill Kaulitz

"Symmetry which exceeds symmetry, namely, nothingness" ~Insane Death The Kid

"People assume that time is a strict progression of cause to effect, but from a non-linear, non-subjective viewpoint - it's more like a big ball of wibbly wobbly... timey wimey... stuff. "~ The Tenth Doctor

“This is my timey-wimey detector. Goes ding when there's stuff. Also, it can boil an egg at 30 paces. Whether you want it to or not, actually, so I've learnt to stay away from hens. It's not pretty when they blow.”~Tenth Doctor

plz don't mind the insanity here...

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ThyneOwnSlave Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015  Professional General Artist
😌Had an x-ray done today and they found you in my heart. 😉The doctor said if they took you out, 😔i would die, because i could not live without such an amazing friend. 😃Give this heart to everyone who you don't wanna lose in "2015" including me if you care 😊Try to collect twelve (12) its not easy. ☺Be honest! Send this to anyone who made you smile this year💙
ThyneOwnSlave Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2014  Professional General Artist
Happy birthdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy OH MY STARS!!! Spyed Tribute Free Birthday Icon Omg I gets present happy DA B-day :3 :ihavecaek: Happy birthday tarkie 1st Emoticon: Happy Birthday Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D Sini Birthday Happy Birthday Grin Happy Birthday Godliek :D :piratejig: birthday cake Happy Birthday Sini Me and My Birthday Cake Lily Wishing a Happy Birthday :OktanasBirthdayGift: :omghai: :wambly rabbit: Birthday - NaNoEmo - day 21 Hide Birthday Emote :cakerun: :happy birthday: Happy Birthday Fella Icon :D Birthday :la: bday emote 
Panicagelfish Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks dear :3
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ZoeDavis Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, thank you so much for the Fave' :hug: :aww:
Panicagelfish Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
you welcome ^-^
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axelsinnerflame Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
WOHHHH thanks for the favorites o.o 
Panicagelfish Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
no prob. I like your art ^-^
axelsinnerflame Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:D thanks!
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